Tuesday, March 10, 2009

if i open up my heart to you:(

It's still too soon to call it love. But I know it's more than just a crush. We're getting closer everyday. And when you look at me that way. All I can say, Is if I open up my heart to you. I just need to know you feel it too. Will you be the one to make My dreams come true., if I open up my heart to you. I got a feeling this could be. Something I thought I'd never see. You're on my mind night after night. Something keeps telling me. It's alright , So give me a sign, so, You could be everything that I've needed, But I can't take that chance. Till I know that you're with me. Till I know what you are feeling. Till I know just where you stand....Till I know just where you stand, till I ,Will you be the one to make My dreams come true, if I open my heart to you........Will you be the one there?,To help me get through, if I open my heart to you..........

Saturday, March 7, 2009

wats wid my name:D

my name is origanally gikan sa za akong mama og papa..combination na sa ilang pangalan nga prima og rolando......ang rose gikuha sa rolando ang marie gikuha sa prima...=))=))

my so called frieds:P

my so called friends... mag bisaya lng ko...hahahahaha daghan ko og friends...... pag kami mag uban mura og buang.. usahay mag chinagitay murag mga bungol..sabay kaon sabay tulog pero...isa lng og trip...bahalag busog basta depressed kaon japon..hahahahahahaha..pag mag uban mga walay ulaw pati sa mall magsayaw2x...haha pati sapatos na wala nanghilabot hilabtan jud ....


nAdz+=+ close kaau mi.. usahay far out.. normal gamay,buang dako...hahahahah peace.. pero mao jud ni ako kasabay2x pirmi mangitag kekz..hahahahaha makaabot maski asa....kaon maski unza basta walay hilo...mura nami og igsoon..pareha mi og trip...mura xag mabuang og makakita kei spongebob.....sponge lover keu.ambot lupig pa may bata ani nia...hahahah nice friend keu sweet jolly...murag machine gun ang baba way hunong..=))=)) pero love au nku ni....maski naa uban usahay mamisinterpret cia pero pag makaila ninyo .....galasgaw keu...hahahaha

peggy+=+..mao ni pinakabryt pero pinaka limtanun sa tanan..kelangan pa nimu sundun og timan.an unza iya biotbit kei makalimut daun.....iloveyou pegz....hahahaha.....bahalag mangiroay pero buutan gamay maldito tama2x...buang dako...=)).........hilomon keu pag tulog..hehe...palaaway pa jud kaau..pero serious kaau tingala nlng ka nagkatawa na og kalit...hahahahaha pero kana c peggy dali lng nmu maduolan..ayaw lng nang kwarta kei kuripot au na........ pero pag nakaila ninyo na makaingon jud ko og hala ka w0w...


ate anne+=+...ulirang ina....ate na inahan pa...asa ka ana.... bagu ra mi nagkaclose ana pero hawod kaau makisama..walay libog go with the flow kaau....ganahan au ko kei ate anne kei daghan au pagkaon...hahaha...i treat her as my own big sister na jud.. and her daughter as my li sis..kei close nami ni nicole..hahahaha...........c teh usahay emo usahay normal..hehehe...try to know her... makaingon jud mo og unta naa ko friend na pareha nia...


jhay+=+....one of my friends.... buang kaau kei tawag nia za ako mama rose.ahhh hastang garaa..maski contra ko cge nlng=))..hahahah pero ganahan ko sa iya kei jolly.. sabaan kualng nalng pakaonon nmu og sili ang baba para muhilom...hehe maski kadali lng mi nag ila..makaingon jud ko na kini cia nice friend keu..makawala og problema..cge lng pakatawa.hes like a lil brother to me..as is adapted child jud......:P


glen+=+...one of my closest frien..close jud alangan..secret..buutan ni cia...love keu nku ni xa buh..hahay =))=))=)) pde maulaw........igat man usahay pero pag serious na dapat walay magsurang surang.....and ill assure u you'll enjoy his company...:P



im so lucky to have you guyzzzz.....!!!!!!!

truth:(

you entered my life, and who's to be blamed you're so different from all the rest, that made me feel for you.i never dreamed of experiencing such happiness i was overwhelmed and fluttered by your attention,and in your own little ways, you tell me your affection,i just thought we belong together and everyone did too.i felt everything was so right and just thought it'll end so fine,but just other night, i dreamed that you're in someone's else's arm ,i cried when i discovered that's the reality.like a rock that hit me directly to my head.then i remembered the times i feared you'll lie to me again.your lies that made me fall for you.and now i'm alone in my room listening to our music it was just then that i realized that maybe i'm to be blamed.i jumped into conclusion and built castle in the air.you left me cause you're happy cause i'm not.that's the truth and all truth hurts.i love you and is still waiting for you.that's the truth and all truth hurts.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

WHY I CHOOSE NURSING!

Nursing profession is not really my choice. it is my parents who choose to send me in Nursing phase because it is so demand in the other country. Before, when i was still in high school , i dreamed to be a NURSE, but as time passes by, i learned that the course that is near to my heart is HRM. But my mother said that if i will not take this nursing profession they won't send me to school. My Lola is the one who pays my tuition fees in school. And my parents is the one who support my miscellaneouse fees. But when the time i enter this kind of profession i find nursing as a enjoyable and interesting course. and i already learned to love it. and i thank those people who encourage me to take this course and have an oppurnity to go abroad as what my parents dream for me. The main reason why i agree to my parents to take up nursing is because i really want to go abroad and fufill my dreams, help my family to their daily living, and to travel around the world and help those elderly who left by their family and live all by themselves. My grandmother who passed away inspires me to do that and taught me to be kind to those people who needs my help even though they are not part of our family, even outside our house and not related to us. Being a nurse is not just physically but mentally,spiritually, psychologically, emotionally,flexible and competetive and the sincerety to help and love, and take care for their clients. Being a nurse is not an easy job. before a nurse become a an RN(registered nurse) they must first pass ol the test and trials, and recieve all the criticisms that their clinical instructors gave them. And they must first pass the board exam before they can get their lisenced. i'am so blessed and thankful for the graces that God the father had given to me. for the strength to help me stand even if i fall a thousand times. the patients and the problems that made all the nurses to be strong.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

c4n't y0u jusT l0v3 m3h sti77=[

before it even began, it was already over before i even knew it, we're no longer together..i don't know how it happened, it came as a surprise you started telling me things that i hoped were lies..i wanted to ask you why things happened so fast i wanted to know, can't we make us last?? you say we are better of as friends, just friends but after everything, is this how it all ends?? i have to admit, i find it hard to move on i don't wanna be without you, i don't wanna be alone..i was used to having you, here right next to me now everything's over, i still can't set you free..i'm still trapped in a world, filled with only you i'm still keeping you in my heart, that beats only for you..i don't know if i can forget you, i don't know if i ever will i'd always be loving you, can't you just love me still??

hmM....3w4n

sometimes i don't wanna think i'm liking you too much i know we're really good friends and i should be happy for that..but other times you make me think i find reasons to like you, you can't blame me if i look in your eyes they could be why i'd fall for you..we always got time together i could say i'm liking that i enjoy every moment spent with you as if time with you is all i got..i also like it when we talk about love, life and whatever,serious, funny, or just a joke, you've really got what i'm after..i know this ain't crazy or just any wishful thinking maybe, i do like you,could i now be falling??

c0mplim3nts^^

they once asked me what i saw in you what made you so special i learned to love you..they told me to forget you coz you're no good for me but the fact that i really love you is something they can't see..but truly can they really say of what's in store for us coz in just a short time you've gained my love and trust..they asked me again what i saw in you how come i really love you so they wondered what was there in you that i just couldn't let you go..

l00s3r

looser whenever i look at d mirror i hate what i seei s ds just me or is ds the face that reflected my kind of personality in dt case...im crazy...dts why it made me look lyk a shokoy pram the sea...im senseless and silly...dts why i turned out 2 b remarkably a gone wrong...ms Liz hurleyplus...im a hypocritea dumb wannabe an asshole a deep serenity of intertwined stupidity..a gosling frustrated desperado...answers y i look finely heidious..depictly intimidating..gruesome, just a plain old bella flores of the nineties but then...ds has what molded me to be me..as stupid as you..as dumb as a blonde girl..just bein plain ordinary...a stereotype, who fits in with the looser crowd a stunner twack hu acts lyk an idiot with a poise..i love bein me..i love bein a dumb ass looser...i hate attentions..i hate crowds..i hate seeing hypocrites with cosmetic surgeries..i luv bein myself....a plain old 24/7 looser...
__________________so what if i got no sense..hu cares if im a bitch..it doesnt matter....U STILL LOVE ME...

Friday, February 13, 2009

hmM.....

LOVED by some.. HATED by many.. ENVIED by most yet WANTED by plenty..

4rt 0f l3ttin6 g0

When there is love, there is always sacrifice. When we love someone, we NEVER easily GIVE UP on that person. Even if we get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the pain and learn to understand and forgive. Loving too much doesn't hurt. It is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered. But Don't Waste Your Time Waiting For Someone Who Doesn't Really Care About How You Would Have Felt. OPEN YOUR HEART AGAIN AND GIVE YOURSELF THE CHANCE TO FIND THE Person WHO WOULD MAKE LOVING WORTH THE PAIN AND THE SACRIFICE. Just like anything else, our love grows weak and extent."IT'S TRUE THAT LOVE CAN WAIT FOREVER BUT IT IS CRAZY TO STUBBORNLY HOPE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T EVEN CARE OR UNDERSTAND HOW WE FEEL" Loving someone is never a sin. It is what people do out of love that sometimes makes it all wrong. The selfish desire to want that person is what makes it a sin. Don't think only of your feelingsLetting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us. It is a resolve we make ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds. There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but "we must always be sensitive to the signals that tell us when to rationalize and be sensible." There comes a time in our lives when we would fall for someone who wouldn't be as interested as we are because his attention is focused on someone else. There are many times when we love but don't get loved in return. There are times when the sign ahead says stop but we still stubbornly head on. We would say our love is unconditional, but if it really is, then we should never feel bad. But why do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about.Being in love can be the most wonderful thing we could experience but if the feeling begins to consume our whole beings, then we have to stop and let our minds and not our hearts dictate our actions. Only when we learn to accept our fate and understand the meaning of our failures we can truly go on with life without having to look back.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

t00 f4r

sus nalang.....valentines padulong na.....uyab nasa layo pa...unsaon nalang.....mingaw dri mingaw didto..magsuot og red para naay ka partner mao japon walay mo-offer...pagka-nalang...tanang walay ka valentino... sa pipols park mag pundo..para mukaon og palugaw ni rodrigo...hahahaha atay ra.....

Thursday, February 5, 2009

s4 m4ig0 l4ng

makalagot!....... mga tao na pamati.. murag si kinsa...palooy-looy.....demonya daay na dako!!!!
makasuya lageh pag pirmi nimu siya makita!!!wala kay mabuhat nakadikit na siya sa imo.... maayo imong pagtagad... sa uban ikaw ang dautan....pagka nalang....!!! gitarong nimu sa iwit ikaw gihapon ang insultuhon..maau ba na????pag sure mo oi......amiga,manghod,barkada bestfriend. diha-diha libakon ra daay,,,,,selosa daw siya..???pagtarong gud...kay oa kaau ka!!advisan og tarong!!murag hangin ang kaistorya.....mao nay amiga...insecure???sobraan!!makasakit pa.....imo pa karon...ugma dili na....hehehehehe s4 m4ig0 l4ng!!!!!=]